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life, frozen at its best.
life is a neverending runway. LIVE LOUD. LIVE WILD. LIVE WITH NO REGRETS.
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LADY.
PAMELA KHOO15 jun Early Childhood Education Child Of God |
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Let it out |
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12:45 AM, Tuesday, May 19, 2009 random thoughts of you flashed across my mind. sometimes, only sometimes i chose to dwell in those thoughts, those memories that are so so dear to me. probably so dear that only i can understand how it feels like; no one else. definitely not you. why is it so painful to just think of you. to just recall the slightest memory of you. i laughed everyday, to my hearts content. i smiled to the best i knew how. i go crazy with my friends. because i know.. if i dont laugh, if i am left alone with those memories, i will break down. endlessly. it is not easy. it is never easy. it wont be easy. still, i am doing it. once again, i am numb. so fucking numb by the pain. dont tell me to hope. i dont believe anymore. i dont want to. |