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life, frozen at its best.
life is a neverending runway. LIVE LOUD. LIVE WILD. LIVE WITH NO REGRETS.
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LADY.
PAMELA KHOO15 jun Early Childhood Education Child Of God |
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Let it out |
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11:53 PM, Sunday, May 10, 2009 picking up the pieces. putting my heart back together. emotions filled me as i walked down the pathway. i saw the ghost of you. i reached out my hand to touch you, only to watch you disintegrate before my very eyes. it was an illusion. your presence eluded me, left me, sooner than i expected. the tears are not enough to conceal my pain, no? so many words for the broken heart. so hard to breathe. through the eyes of grief, through the vision of emptiness, i watched quietly as you walk away. farther and farther it gets, there is no control. i refused to give chase, i refused to budge from where i am standing. you are gone. long gone. i surrendered the pain to God, and He gladly take it from me. i committed the hurt to the hands of God, and He willingly accept from me. i cast all my cares and worries upon Him, and He unconditionally bear it for me. and now i shall commit you to God, let Him take you away from me. out of my heart you shall go. reside in somewhere else. i am giving you up. i am letting you go. i am moving on. and one day, i shall look back upon this moment and proudly proclaim that i have overcome this. 1 Peter 5:10 But the God of all grace, who hath called us unto his eternal glory by Christ Jesus, after that ye have suffered a while, make you perfect, stablish, strengthen, settle [you]. AMEN. |