do not cast away your confidence, for it brings great rewards


life, frozen at its best.

life is a neverending runway.

LIVE LOUD.

LIVE WILD.

LIVE WITH NO REGRETS.
LADY.
PAMELA KHOO
15 jun
Early Childhood Education
Child Of God
Let it out

1:45 AM, Thursday, April 16, 2009

i am the world's dumbest dumb.

and so i was out just now with daryl, we had a great time catching up since its been so long since we last saw each other.


i innocently assumed that i could take the night rider back so we dont have to rush and can spend more time chilling.
thus, we both decided to miss our last train back.



around 12ish we went to the bus stop to check out the latest bus timings. i still think that night rider is working, but somehow i didnt see any night riders in sight.
i continued to assume that it was probably too early for night riders.


suddenly, daryl said, "eh i thought night riders only for weekends, weekdays have meh?"

OH


MY


GOD.


i stared at him with disbelief, opened my eyes to the biggest it could get and LOOK CAREFULLY at the bus timings once again.

"FRIDAYS, SATURDAYS AND SUNDAYS ONLY"


"SHIT. " was all i could mutter after realising how stupid i was. how i could have possibly made that blunder, seriously.


so we proceeded to see if there were any other buses i could take to arrive nearer to my house area for me to take a cab home. then there it was, bus 63.


feeling a slight sense of relief, i took the bus once it came.



the worst has yet to come.


the bus drove to a place called jln bukit merah or redhill, some place that its further away from my house and it terminated!



thus, technically speaking, i was stranded at some west area!! my goodness. i feel so alone please, so abandoned.. and i had to take a cab from there because the place is so poorly lit with bus numbers i am not familiar with at all.



i went into the cab, still stung by the realisation of my stupidity.. and texted amanda telling her my plight.
my next worry is inadequate cash at hand. ive only got 16 with me and i frigging know the cab fare is going to cost more than that.


and i was right, it cost a whooping 18.90, plus midnight charge.


thank God for amanda, who came to my rescue. and the cab driver was kind enough to wait for amanda to come and hand me the money.


and so here i am, letting out all my angst and frustration on wasting money on cab fare due to my own negligence and assumption.


i am so not myself, what is happening to me.

if there is anyone who wants to silence me alive, i am telling you now its the time.